Monday, October 01, 2007




BLAH BLAH BLAH


I AM IRRITABLE AND DO NOT HAVE A CLUE AS TO WHY. IT IS AS IF I HAVE AN ITCH BUT CANNOT REACH THE VARMINT TO SCRATCH.


TODAY WAS A NICE DAY SO WHY AM I FEELING LIKE THE ABOVE PICTURE. IF ONLY I KNEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE THE DOG WILL NOT COME WHEN I TELL HER TO OR DROP THE FRISBEE BUT ACTS AS IF IT IS A ROUND SNAKE AND SHE PLANS TO SNAP ITS UNSEEN HEAD OFF. SHE CONTINUES TO JUMP UP ON PEOPLE WHEN I SAY "NO JUMP". I GUESS I SHOULD ASK THE AUSTRALIAN CAT TRAINER WHAT TO DO.


COULD IT BE THAT I FEEL TRAPPED AND HAVE TO DO THINGS I WOULD RATHER NOT DO? NOW THAT IS JUST BEING JUVENILE. HAVE I REVERTED BACK TO A WORTHLESS AND USELESS TEEN? WHY DO I HAVE TO BE RESPONSIBLE AND MATURE? JUST BECAUSE MY CALENDER AGE SAYS I SHOULD BE?


I AM GIVEN LIP SERVICE OFTEN ABOUT "HOW THANKFUL THEY ARE" ETC. ETC BUT WILL THEY HAVE AMNESIA LATER AND BE THE WATER UNDER THE BRIDGE? I THINK I WILL SURPRISE THEM AND ASK "THANKFUL THAT I AM DOING IT INSTEAD OF YOU?"


MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME TO TREAT OTHERS THE WAY I WISH TO BE TREATED SO I NEED TO STUFF MY IRRITATION BACK BEHIND THE MAYO AND COOL IT.


DAMN, I FEEL LIKE A LONG TAIL CAT NAVIGATING A ROOM FULL OF ROCKING CHAIRS. OR MAYBE I SHOULD GO READ THE SIDE EFFECTS OF THE MEDS TO SEE IF IRRATION AND ABOUT TO JUMP OUT OF YOUR SKIN IS LISTED.


THE KITTY JUSTICE IS I WILL AC T LIKE SCARLETT AND WORRY ABOUT THAT TOMORROW.

2 comments:

Lee said...

It's okay, Lady Di. You're not Robinson Crusoe. I'm feeling similar. Actually, when a friend arrived over a couple of hours ago, I greeted him with "I'm cranky!". Blame in on the moon! ;)

I had to laugh...when I called my cats inside late yesterday afternoon, after I'd been sitting outside with them for a little while...they turned their backs on me, and cast over-the-shoulder looks at me as they walked off in the opposite direction. I said "##$% you, then!" and turned my back to them and stormed inside. It has to be the moon!

Lady Di Tn said...

Lee
Thanks for the company. You are probably correct about the Moon. I was admiring it and the morning star as Maggie had her first visit outside. Maybe I should have looked away!!!!!

It is bad when you know there is a problem but cannot put your finger on it.

take care my friend and kinderd spirit.